hellooooo !!!

long time no see 

 i'm coming now

:)

now, i wanna post something that was so interesting in my mind

everytime this word always dancing in my mind

i don't know why

- OLDER BROTHER -

i'm so interested about this word :)

maybe for u or some people , this word is not interesting and nothing special

but, for me it's so special

since i was in elementary school, i hope that i have an older brother

 when i was child, i see that my friend always go with her older brother everywhere

he always keep his sister from everything which can damage his sister

he always care with his sister and he doesn't like to see his sister crying

and i feel so envy :(

when i growth and growth , i became a teenage :)

again and again i see that my friend who have an older brother

she tells me how care her older brother with her

she tells me, how much she love her brother

and again, i feel so envy :'(

sometimes, when i'm alone , when i'm being sad, when i need a shoulder to cry on

i asked to my Allah SWT, why i don't have an older brother like others ???

:(

i need someone who always care with me

someone who never like to see i'm crying

someone who always protect me from everything which can damage me

someone who can make me smile when i'm being sad

and someone who can make laugh when i'm going to cry

and also someone who will be angry when somebody hurt me

yeahhhh,,, i really need an older brother 

:'(

maybe my daddy can do it

he can protect me, always care with me, never like to see i'm crying

but, he can't do it everytime

he has a lot of activity

for u , u and u

who has an older brother, or maybe u get two or more

u have to be grateful :)

maybe sometimes u're feel so annoyed with ur older brother who always tried to manage ur activity or maybe get angry when u come late to go home

but, trust me, that's one of the real proof how much he loves you

 :)